The Last Night

I'm so done, this is the last night. I kill myself tonight and that's final. It's my decision, I was planning on doing it for the past few days now but I'm going to take pills and go to the train tracks for the morning train. I'm going to hope this works because it's all I have left. I haven't been taking my daily meds the past few days and I think I'm really risky now. I don't want to live, nobody will miss me, nobody cares. The world keeps turning. Thankyou all for reading my blog the past couple months, or maybe i'll survive and be put in A&E. As per fucking usual.