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  • My Blog
  • Getting Support
    • Feeling Suicidal >
      • Suicidal Thoughts
      • Immediate Support
    • Anxiety >
      • What is Anxiety?
      • Dealing with Panic Attacks
      • Distract Your Worries
    • Self Harm >
      • What is Self Harm?
      • First Aid & Infections
      • Alternatives to Self Harm
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      • What Is Depression
      • Who Can I Talk To?
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I change my mind too much and get into too many things

21/2/2017

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When I'm discharged from Beechcroft, I want to improve my psychical health and do body building. I'm 16 but I'd love to start now and get more muscles and a better toned body. I have like 0 strength I'm a fucking weakling
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I didnt take enough

10/2/2017

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I took 1.45g of Sertraline, now I've found out it won't even kill me, I CANT EVEN KILL MYSELF PROPERLY. I'm such a fucking failure at everything, even suicide. All the pillsare doing is making me sick. Not even gonna kill me >:(
I feel like I'm gonna vomit, my body is rejecting all those pills, I feel so so cold, my stomach hurts so bad, I'm still suicidal but I don't know what else to do. Those were the only pills I managed to get
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Slowly giving up

8/2/2017

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I feel like I have no control in my life. I can't feel any good emotion. It's like I'm hollow and empty inside, it's scary

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Don't Know What To Do Anymore

6/2/2017

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I'm on the fence deciding whether  to take my life or just give recovery more time. Thing is that suicide is just so quicker and easier  than dealing with the pain. I'm so tempted I can't choose! I've got 4 meetings now  a week, all explaining how I feel. It's too much for me! One appointment is already draining. I don't want or need four.. Just let me die already. I'll be discharged from adolescent services at 18 and then I'll end up going to adult services. No hope for school or a job. Just a homeless bum with depression.
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It Doesn't End

5/2/2017

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The emotional pain I feel everyday just doesn't stop. I'm getting so sick of it! I'm so sick of feeling tired and numb and worthless all the time! I just want to be a normal boy again. Not some miserable guy. Honestly if this is all what my life has to offer then I'm not gonna be around much longer
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    Who Am I?

    I’m a 19 year old male that suffers from various mental illnesses.
    ​I created this blog to help me get things off my chest and to help others feel less alone in their battles.

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