Just finished watching Wristcutters; A love Story. I honestly think it's one of my favourite movies now. I can relate to it so much and it's honestly funny with such a dark subject, watched it last night and this morning. 

Such a great fucking movie I swear ​🖤🖤

Discharged from a psychiatric hospital and then felt  happy wearing makeup then one remark comes crashing down. Honestly don't know why I try anymore. I can't wait til I kill myself next saturday. This really has got to stop.

The nurses in the psychiatric hospital found me in my bathroom bleeding out, I'm bandaged up now but I just want to do it even more now, I didn't go deep enough. I want stitches. This weekend when I get overnight pass I'm going to buy a glass bottle and smash it and use the glass. I hear glass is very sharp and I want to use that instead and go deep. My scar tissue on my forearms and thighs prevent me from cutting. It just feels much tougher to me.

Im so tempted to kill everyone. I wanna just kill something or someone. I hate people so much I hate them with a passion😡 Fuck you and fuck everything else