Can't Look After Myself

One of the things about depression is poor hygiene. I feel like there's no point to keeping clean, brushing my hair, showering, cleaning my teeth etc. I feel like it's just so much effort to do so, I don't even care how I look anymore. I'm such a mess, I stay in bed all day.  I just don't feel the need to clean although I stink and need looked after. I'm being pulled through life by others around me. I don't even want to be here anymore so why can't everyone give up on me already?

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