Trying My Best

I've been thinking alot, and realised I don't want my life to go the way it is at the moment. I want to change things. I'm going to change things! It's going to be almost impossible but I have to give it one more go. I have to give it all my strenght and energy, everything I have left. I can't keep going on like this. It's time to stop. I want to be happy, I want to feel love. I want to love myself and be confident in my body. I want to look after myself and others, I want to care for people and have a heart. I want to cope with my feelings and trauma. I want things to change.