Hey there! I really apologise for the lack of posting, I hope some of you still read my blog and enjoy or benefit from some part of this. I'd be curious to know what you all would like to me to cover such as uplifting blog posts, informational posts, my day to day life or anything else really!
With that out of the way, I can talk about my life recently and what's been happening! (not a lot anyways)
Anyways, I've been studying my health & social care for the past two months now and I'm actually enjoying it for once! Something I can actually look forward to! Crazy isn't it? But yeah I have that going on now for me, it's pretty stressful with plenty of work involved and so many assignments and essays to do.
I also relapsed twice in the past week. I wasn't proud of cutting myself but I felt like I had to do it and it helped a lot really. However I felt so ashamed of myself and trying to hide it was just another burden I didn't need. Some people noticed but didn't know what to say although I guess that's just how life is.
I don't have anybody to talk to about my problems or even how I'm doing. All I have is some metal that brings relief as well as my music. That's somewhat good enough for me.
I confessed my love to a girl and talked to her about my mental health and she replied with "if you wanted to kill yourself you'd have done it by now" although I have tried numerous times but she thinks it's just for attention. I just don't get it.
I hope you can reach out to me by commenting below or contacting me here.
Thanks for reading about my blog posts <3
Who Am I?
I’m a 19 year old male that suffers from various mental illnesses.