Hello! I apologise for the lack of posts this week however I've been sleeping and crying so that's a good excuse right?
On Monday I did the inevitable and went to the dentist. I was so scared that my breath was taken away and I felt so weak in the chair. I felt powerless and that's an awful feeling for me. Somebody in control of me for even an hour was shocking to me.
I got a molar tooth extraction and it was awful, however she stitched up the wound and told me that's the worst that can happen so fillings and other checkups won't be as bad as that tooth being took out. I couldnt eat or drink that whole day, I went to bed in a hoodie and two pairs of bottoms on me. Woke up at 4am sweating and almost faint and sick. It was awful!
The next two days I lived on yogurt and mashed potatoes. I felt like having an old person or babies' diet hahaha. However I was able to have a smoke although that scared me of having dry socket. They say that's the worst pain ever. Gladly I dodged it and my wound is healing well. I've been so distracted with the tooth situation that I haven't thought of suicide or anything for the whole week. I was able to have dinner today and a milkshake which was amazeballs to me!
Hopefully I'm in a better mood to post more now without that damn toothache bothering me and my love for food.
Anyone else have bad memories with the dentist? I have been twice in 6 years!
Who Am I?
I’m a 19 year old male that suffers from various mental illnesses.